I have issues?????????

Gee, ya think???? That's what Bobby announced to me tonight after I commented that Mariah Carey's dress on the AMA's was too "showy" if ya get my drift. Apparently he and Donnie don't like hearing my comments after some skinny thing parades themselves on the tv movie ect... Why yes I have issues... maybe I wouldn't roll my eyes if the "Whoa" or the "damn" or the soft whistle was being said after I walk into the room... Maybe if I was being told I was the sexy one once in a while, and not them I wouldn't feel like shit each time it happened. But hey... I'm the one with issues! I guess they just don't get it. That's one of those little things that hurt. I know it's not intentional. I know they're gonna look. But what did those girls do that was so wonderful that they deserve the "sexy" comments more than the person who makes dinner or who brings you the next beer, or rubs your back when you hurt? I get dressed up when we go out, do I hear anything like that then? Um nope. I have to ask if I look ok, and then it's usually... I don't know bout clothes, don't ask me. Gee thanks, I just tried really hard to look good for you, and don't even get a smile for it. But in the meantime, I'll keep hoping I'll get a compliment someday before I die without having to ask for it.